( health vent and such, with a glimmer of hope )

............anyways! been slow at drawing recently, but working on the couple of commissions i have. also planning on some merch designs due 5/30, esp since the special thing i was part of ended up not making it to be produced. i gotta have Some kind of merch to design lol.. my autism for merch making is merely limited by my physical health! either way, i have my plans written i just gotta finish comms first (:

artfight is in 3 months now, and while i dont normally prep new refs in advance, id like to finally sit down and make some for ocs that Dont have fullbody refs. that would be: Visp Verity (UTAU), Tabi (Technomagic, original), Imelda Sagun (The Lumen-Lit, original), and Sammie (Splatoon). idk if ill get them all done in time..? but ill try!! id also like to do updated refs for Solithe Fennessec, Hawk, and Lord Ethyron since theirs are from 2021 lol

also been planning a "base ref" for my sona, so that i can edit the outfit and such for different universes (: i am.... the selfship guy even tho im very shy talking about it haha

too much to draw with too little energy to sit up !! will have to sort priorities, with commissions at the top

my final message for this entry: me, my bf, and one roommate were chatting in the car, both of them telling me i should make a "chess yaoi zine".. which would be very fun, i do love chess and used to compete in tournaments.... have to start planning gijinkas in that case lol. our roommate said the queen could be a super feminine gay guy, and i was like WAAAAIT UR RIGHT...! tho traditionally we all know the queen is a trans woman.
...as a very young child, i would think about how i was told all pieces were men with the exception of the queen. "pawn become queen how..?" i swear if the genders were the other way around i would have come out wayyyy sooner than age 12 LMAO